Tomorrow I go back to the "Real World." Back to work. Only half days. I am being eased back into life. It is going to be hard for me. Somehow I feel like I need to be home. It makes me feel safe when everything around me is out of my control. If things become too scary, I have grand kids near me for hugs. My brother's house to go visit them and their I feel like what if Joel calls and I am not here. I know it makes no sense. Most of the time he calls my cell phone. I will be closer to him at work. But visiting hours are at night so I cannot see him. I talked to him tonight. He really did sound good. He did not yell. He did not say hateful things. He is still supposed to be sent to long-term care. We talked about that without him losing his temper. I hope he is in at least another month. I want to know he is completely stable!! I would also like to be closer to getting him in a group home. It would be great if he could go straight from long-term care to a group home. I am not sure that will happen.
How many e-mails do you think I will have when I get back to work? I am going to guess, 700.
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But at work, you have your friends and distraction, your store for after. this is a good step.
I guess.... 530 e-mails.
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