Warm and Cozy

For over 7 weeks my son was away from home.  For months before that, his mental illness was out of control and he had our home in an upheaval.  He spent almost two weeks in the hospital.  He spent exactly 5 weeks in a mental health center.  Today I brought him home.  It is nice to have him back under our roof.  He was happy to get home.  The dog is very happy to see him.  The house feels warm and cozy again.
This is not without stress on my part.  I feel very nervous.  It is like waiting for the other shoe to drop.  Wondering if he is really well enough to be home.  Worrying that he will fall into old habits of staying up all night.  Trying to sleep all day.  Keeping us awake.  Tomorrow he has a follow up appointment regarding support services.  I hope we can convince him this is a good idea.  At least get him to give it a try.
In this moment, I am going to feel relief.  Be thankful that God answered so many prayers.  Grateful that so many people have been praying for my family and giving encouragement.  Right now I am going to let the warmth of happiness wash over me.  Enjoy the moment.